Halloween

This Halloween I'm going to a friends party. I'm not sure what I want to be. I'll probably just making something up like last year. I'll have to find things around the house because everyone is already going to have the same store-bought costumes, and I want to stand out a lot. I can't wait. The good thing is that Halloween is this Friday. I haven't had a weekend Halloween in years, and I've always had to come home early on school nights. How irritating is that? Halloween is suppose to be for all night. Why don't we stay out of scool for Halloween like we do for Christmas and Easter? Blah!!!! Anyway, so many people told me I should dress up as Bill Kaulitz. How weird would that even be? I'm not so obsessive thankfully.

Tokio Hotel or Cinema Bizarre

Tokio hotel is definitely my absolute favorite, I love Bill completely. But I recently found out who Cinema Bizarre is. They're pretty cool. Strify, Yu, Shin, and Kiro are hot, but Luminor gets on my nerves for some reason.(sorry, but he reminds me of a robot/marilyn manson thing. he's creepy and annoying) Anyways, Cinema Bizarre is like an emo backstreet boys, which is pretty cool. Does Luminor draw on his eyebrows? I hope he wants it to be noticable because it is!

Rescue Me

Geeze, life is so complicated. Even when you try to be the person who doesn't care and stay out of everyone's business. I don't understand why people want other people to suffer so much. I mean, I'm not asking for world peace here, just to be able to live without everyone bugging out over every little detail. Somebody, please tel me why everyone is watching my every move like a friggin' hawk!!! Don't they have their own life to worry about?

Lyrics

I can write lyrics pretty good. But I can't play any instruments. My town is so back-water that I can't find anyone to help me write music to my lyrics. I have tunes in my head for some of them, but don't know how to write them out or play them. Most of my songs are kinda angsty because that's the stuff I'm into. I love sad love stories(and sweet ones, too, I'm not completely demented,lol). One of my favorite songs I wrote was Tears of a Ghost. It's about how there are some things that are too strong to be overcomed by death, and some still linger in our world because they are tied here by love or vengeance. Creepy? It's not suppose to be. It's suppose to be a little poetic.

Hellur

I really don't know what to say, begginnings are always so hard. Um, I have alot to say, but this blog is like saying "hellur" more than anything else. So..........Hellur! I guess I'd like to say this is the third day of homecoming week at my school. The lucky thing is that all the planning for the pep rally and Homecoming Dance has made things hectic and we really don't do much work in class. I want to go to the dance real badly. It will be my first school dance. I'm kinda excited. Anyway, I guess I've said ebough about how my life is. For a beginning, this wasn't so bad, right. It's not my real blog, it's just saying......Hellur!!!!